send me to the stars!

no way. i am so stressed with so much readings. papers to do, paired with a strict professor. just a good thing i like what i'm doing now.

bad thing is, i am uninspired at the moment. no more distracting faces that pops unexpectedly in my head. no more names to doodle on the margins of my notes. no more him to talk about here in my blog (or at least the same him on my past entries).

several guys have caught my eyes lately. but they're not the kind that i would think about too much like i did before. they are just there. and yeah, i must say they are attractive, but so out of my league.

oh, i just remembered. i think i like a guy on one of my classes. but i'm not sure. he's so nice. i just don't think this feeling will last. it's ephemeral, i knew it. i should keep my feelings on check.