seven things

Shucks. Ano bang nakain ko at pangatlong entry ko na ito today?

Siguro kasi wala akong (masyadong) kailangang gawin. Yey, I love weekends! Or just this weekend, most probably. I just need to read an essay for Socio 114, and an article for Pan Pil 17. But I have no more papers to write! Hooray! My next paper would be due... I don't know. End of the sem?

But I cannot (no matter how I want to) enjoy this weekend fully. I need more tissue! No no no. I am not crying! I have colds (a bad case of cold, to be more precise). It started yesterday. I sneezed a lot the whole day, from the stifled ones (because of classes) to the loud ones (during GA in CRAdLe, sorry guys). Plus, my throat hurts (and itches at the same time, as if I ate shrimps). I have also developed a cough, good thing it isn't in full swing yet. (Hey, I remembered. My dad promised to get me some Decolgen. And he forgot! He's sleeping now. Maybe he'll buy some tomorrow after going to the market. Or maybe I'll drop by the pharmacy after I go to church.)

*sniff* It's really hard to breathe through a single nostril. And I need to take frequent deep breaths through my mouth because I am suffocating myself. (I am so preoccupied with typing. haha) I want to keep this blog alive (I have already killed my LJ) because it's the best I could do to release my constipated ideas and experiences once in a while. And my broken voice and irregular breathing must not stand in the way!

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PBB text-votes results were tampered! I am almost sure of it. Wendy should not be in the Big 4! She is so b*tchy. So fake. To be fair, I am not an avid viewer of PBB Season 2, but with the episodes that I watched, she's such a... I can't think of an exact word. Basta, she doesn't deserve to be in the Big 4. I hope she gets the lowest number of votes tonight (it's the Big Night!).

Salamat na lang they used really great cars (vintage cars! yeah!) to transport the housemates. Plus, they played some great songs in the background as they were introsucing the Big 4. Some of the songs were Brighter than Sunshine, Chasing Cars, and this I-don't-know-the-title altrock song. Pambawi sa pangit na final line-up ng housemates.


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I miss Grey's Anatomy. *sigh* I have missed the past 3 episodes in Studio 23 (sorry, wala kaming cable. poor kami. hehe) I miss it. I wonder if Meredith and Derek got together again. Oh gesh, I already forgot the other characters' names! This is nuts. Am I that preoccupied lately that I have forgot them?

I also miss Survivor. I didn't get to most of watch the latest, the Fiji series. It ended this summer, and I missed the final episodes! I didn't (and still don't) know if Studio 23 did air it the season or not because I couldn't catch it in any timeslot that the show took in the past. And YouTube.com wasn't too updated with the episodes. Waaaah. I miss my all-time favorite show. I just wish I would get to watch its next season in September.

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I am so preoccupied with acads lately. Stressful!

Good thing I've got UP CRAdLe as a break from all of those. The org isn't demanding, but as part of the execom, I feel somehow required to attend to the meetings and activities. And I'm glad our president, Kuya Eejay, is really understanding if I couldn't make it to some of our stuff. But the org is great (and is going to keep on getting better, I am positive about that!) with a great advocacy on children's rights. I know we're going to take our own leap. I am optimistic about it!

But oh, most of our members are seniors! And we'll only be short of manpower! I pray that a good number of people would apply this sem (and that the seniors would take an MRR or decide to take an MA or something). Kaya Kuya Vincent, please, sana mag-active ka na sa'min. :)

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I am planning on joining the UP Praxis this sem. Wala pa lang akong balita masyado sa sign-up and all. But if I wouldn't get to join Praxis, I still wouldn't opt to join KMS. I don't know, I just don't feel like I belong to them. Some of my Socio 114 classmates are members of KMS, and I just, I don't know, can't seem to get how they are. Not that I am being judgmental, but really, they just seem 'so not me'.

But maybe, I would change my mind. But not soon, I think.

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I don't know why. But when I have already admitted to myself that I like a guy, I find it hard to remember his face in my head. I would want to think of him but I couldn't see his face. I would just remember a certain get-up of him, say his shirt on one of those times, and I would need to concentrate to remember how his hair looked, his smile, his gestures, just to put them all together like a jigsaw puzzle for me to remember his face. Hassle hassle. But hey, I couldn't just deny to myself (at least to myself) that I like someone, right?

Weird. When I must know a person's face, that's when I forget about it.

But still, I can see him from a distance when we're in the same vicinity. (Thank you for this or else I might just bump into him and not know he's my crush.) Funny how minds play games on the people who own them (or at least, mine's funny in that way).

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I need to stop typing now, because my eyes are starting to water because of my colds. My YM status said "needs more tissue" and a friend asked if I have been crying. Oh well, I am almost crying! Thank you there isn't any other (bad) reason for me to shed tears. But really, I guess some Paracetamol would do the trick. Or maybe not. I guess I badly need some Decolgen or Neozep because they're specialized. Unlike Bioegsic which is too generic, if you ask me.

Wait, the PBB results are here.

Huwaaaat?! Wendy isn't the last placer!? I swear, the results were manipulated in one way or another. I hate PBB now. And I would hate it more (and would swear to never watch it ever again) if Wendy would win.

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I need to stop this entry now. Seriously. I can't believe I wrote about 7 things with about 3 paragraphs each. Partida, masama pa pakiramdam ko nito. Hehe :)